been lazying this week because i'm on leave
feeling so unproductive , wake up late , no mood to do anything (i have to force myself to do the chores)
haih, i hate my self for being that way
i should start exercising again
when i work up, my brain working and i always able to reflecting my life better, in term of ibadah , i always say to myself, if you can work out/ run for 45 minutes, how come you r not able to do ibadah.
Today mok fell while trying to get on her wheelchair. I don't know how long she's been lying on the floor, she said not so long before we came but somehow i believe it has been awhile. I'm very shocked when i saw her and quickly try to help her sit. I try to make the situation laughable because i saw tears in her eyes, she must felt very desperate.
May Allah always protect our beloved mok. And i hope mok will take some lesson from todays incident, not trying to do something when no one is around. Other than aching over her arm and legs and bruises at her cheek no other serious thing.
