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by zie =)
Tabungan Masa Depan
9/27/24
Wishlist
9/25/24
Life update
Dec 2022 : Umrah
Oct 2023 : Engaged
Dec 2023 : Married
Jan 2024 : Pregnant
Feb 2024 : Wedding ceremony
Now : Cant wait to see my precious
Kita merancang
Allah sebaik-baik perancang
10/26/21
been lazying this week because i'm on leave
feeling so unproductive , wake up late , no mood to do anything (i have to force myself to do the chores)
haih, i hate my self for being that way
i should start exercising again
when i work up, my brain working and i always able to reflecting my life better, in term of ibadah , i always say to myself, if you can work out/ run for 45 minutes, how come you r not able to do ibadah.
10/10/21
Beloved mok
Today mok fell while trying to get on her wheelchair. I don't know how long she's been lying on the floor, she said not so long before we came but somehow i believe it has been awhile. I'm very shocked when i saw her and quickly try to help her sit. I try to make the situation laughable because i saw tears in her eyes, she must felt very desperate.
May Allah always protect our beloved mok. And i hope mok will take some lesson from todays incident, not trying to do something when no one is around. Other than aching over her arm and legs and bruises at her cheek no other serious thing.
9/30/21
9/24/21
This is my second time seeing ma crying
I don't exactly know what happened, i heard my brother talking loudly, as if he mad of something but barely heard if ma had say anything. The second i checked, i saw my mom walking toward the chair, sitdown and started to cry. My heart aching seeing her crying, she must be very upset with what happened. I try to console heart, tapping her shoulder and bring her cup of cold water.
She say something about what happened, mmm im not going to jot everthing down. I asked mom to go to her room and take a break. But she insist to sit there, so i let her. meanwhile i did the dishes, when i'm about to finish i wanna check up on mom that sit just few steps from me. I see my brother came asking for forgiveness and mom start crying again... and my heart aches.
Mom is the best blessing i ever had and thank Allah for that. I pray that i will never hurt her , make she happy and fulfill her dream. She barely asked me for nothing except to massage her aching body, do the dishes and just few other small things that she shouldn't even asked for because it's my duty.
O Allah make me a good daughter to my parent.
9/19/21
update
Mom is getting well
Alhamdulillah, my mom is getting healthier. She no longer has fever, lymph node swelling at her cervical region has resolved. Today i reviewed all her routine blood test, all is in normal range.
Hopefully she will remain in a good health.
Busy day
Last week had been a very hectic weeks. Literally i've to work almost everyday and it really drain my energy. I just need a good rest and i'll be better if if can rest at beautiful redang or perhentian island.
Severe dyspepsia
I have a bad episode of dyspepsia last monday, the worst epigastric pain i've ever experienced. Pain only slow down at 3. am after taking tramadol